14th week : 24 August 2009 - 28 August 2009

I guess this might will be the last post from me here...

14 weeks...Can't believe 14 weeks will just gone like that only...
Huhuu~~~~~~
Thinking back to the 1st day that i went for interview,
it is realli scary... ~nervous nervous nervous~
so worry that i can't do any good job there...
but thanx god cos i met with a kind boss...^^
and of cos.... a gang of funny and happy frenz (all are kind colleagues^^)....

Although sometime working is really hard...
~stress stress stress~
many problems will just POP out inattentively
but it's still quite enjoy while working at Eworld... =P

review back this 14weeks,
it's really means a lots to me...

<Communication>
this is a simple word but very hard to master it
if can't communicate well... there will have misunderstanding
when misunderstanding comes in...
everything will move not smooth as expected to be... -.-ll
if become worst,
it affects relationship~
For me, i think i still have a long way to go for master this element...

<Acceptance>
sometime, things likes to come in without our attention
i guess this is a very important elements especially to me..
i found that....
things that i like, doesn't means that other will like it too...
things that i feel hard, others may not feeling the same...
when there is a negative comment,
learn to accept the error and try to fix it back...
this is so called as "Learn from errors - by eugene".... =P

design work is a quite imagination work
different people have their own preferences
learn to accept others opinion, maybe will gain more than expected~

<Emotion>
is very important to control well of this elements
everyone has their own emotion
when sad, we depressed
when stress, we frustrated
every single action has made might hurt others without notice
be THOUGHTFUL to the others...
because the world is not only built for me...
therefore, i learned.... be control of my emotional^^

Besides,
i found that...
it doesn't means that working hard on your task
complete all the task that given is consider as a good worker
it need to be good and master in both EQ n IQ...
knowing how to complete a task is not enough any more...
the better solution is knowing how to get a shorter, faster and simple way to outcome a more better result
i guess this kind of worker will surely get good impression from the boss rite? hee^^

HOWEVER~ i know... i'm not a good worker
but~  i will try to be better...  =P

... ... ... ...
suddenly a sentence comes to my mind...
"Study is blissful than working"
now i know why all the workers keep on telling this to me...
hahaha^^

Actually there are many feelings with me now...
but i feel hard to express them out... >w<
i guess, it is the time to end this post
before that, i would like to take this chance to make a short statement
Every human being is born to have feelings...
not only for that,
we are giving many ways to express it out
and that's why we are so different with others living life... ^^
 
this is what i want to say.......
To eugene,
     sorry for all the things that i can't make it well...
     sorry for anythings that make you feel uneasy or unhappi... if there is larr~  hee^^
     thank you for things that u have taught~
     thank you for every things that you gives to me
      (be sincerely, you're the 1st boss that i ever met that willing to share your personal time...plays n rewards together with your workers)
To my group mates,
     sorry for been stubborn
     sorry for anythings that make u guys feel so bad
     thanks for helping, caring, and every single moments that we have gone through together^^
To my colleagues,
     sorry for not consideration enough....
     apologize for anythings that i have done and may hurt your feelings... i swear~ i doesn't meant to be
     thanks cos giving a great memorial working experience for me
     thanks for caring, helping and of cos understanding~ ^^

(sometime i may look frustrated, unhappy, but mostly becos i'm just not smiling and too concentrate only...
       hahaha^^  i din mean to be any bad emo oh^^  hope dun have anyone get hurt la... =P)

after this,
i think i might be missing so much on...
   - the time when rushing job... =P
   - the feelings when get know got new challenge....  again? my god >w<
   - working hard all together to make something done..like cleaning office...etc^^
   - thinking wat to eat for lunch...i will miss the ping guan mayb~  Hmm~~ =m=
   - and also msn cleverly ( =P  hee^^ i know eugene know too^^  )
   - and many many more....

OKAY la...
i think just stop here...
Wishing everyone has a great day on every days... hee^^
Stay healthy and Happily Ever After...^^
Miss You much~  >w<

...
THANK YOU for reading~
THANKS AGAIN TO EWORLD, Eugene and All of you^^





p/s: i never ever expect that the last week will be the most sadness week for me...
i know...
something happened because it was destined ady...
but sometime... if we can choose...
i hope... there will have another better way to end... good luck^^